I just can't

I Just Can't

Why do people say the things they say?
Why am I left to lay here not being able to forget?
They just leave me to feel regret...
Far too much regret.
Can't they see that words can mean so much?
Haven't they seen?
The scares are not from playing around
They are there because they have put me so down

I can't even wear a fake smile
I go around with a frown
But they still don't notice

I have said bye before
Unfortunately I didn't die
They just take it as a lie
As if it never happened
But it did!
Now I am to try again
I won't even send my goodbyes
I just can't